Chapter
One
I was running for my
life, running so fast that the world blew by me in a blur. There was a monster I was desperately trying
to out run. This monster had bested me
before, but not today. Today I was going
to be the victor, no matter what. I
turned the corner at full speed and sprinted up the last few feet to my
destination. As I enter the building in
front of me I can hear my shoes squeak on the tile floors. I see that the
hallways are deserted except for a few stragglers, which is not a good
sign. I continue my desperate flight
down the hall and I barely make it when the bell rings. I stop and pant inside the door of my AP
English class, it takes all my strength not to fall over. Thank goodness my house is only a few blocks
from school, or the monster that is tardiness would have won again.
“How nice of you to join
us Kara.” Mrs. Phillips states, “We are all glad you made it, but now I need
you to take your seat, class needs to begin.”
I trudge to my seat in
the back of the class amid stares from my classmates. I probably don’t look so hot, I don’t even
remember if I brushed my hair before I ran out the door. Just another day of the geeky high school
student. Getting looked at and judged at
all times and in all places.
“Did your alarm not go
off again? I told you that you need to get a new one.” My best friend Angel
sits beside me in the seats we picked so long ago at the beginning of the
school year.
“I don’t need a new one,
I just need to actually set my alarm every day.
Just because it’s old fashioned doesn’t automatically mean I need a new
one.” I respond between gulps of air. I
need to get into better shape. “I like my wind up clock. When it goes off there is no way I could ever
sleep through it.”
“No, you just sleep in
because it never goes off.” Angel off-handedly replies. She isn’t paying much attention to me because
she is in the middle of her morning beauty routine. I take this as a good thing because if she
saw my hair right now she would probably scream and then pass out.
I start to actually
listen to the teacher as she introduces a new book we are reading to the
class. She says it’s called
Metamorphosis and is actually a short story disguised as a novel. It’s a long story by the look of it but
apparently it is about the human condition and all that, like every other novel
you would study in high school English class.
As Mrs. Phillips talks I look around the classroom. The jock corner is actually looking alive
today, compared to their usual stance of sleeping through the first two classes
of every day, there must be a game soon or they wouldn’t be sitting up in their
chairs. I glance towards the “popular”
girls near the front of the class and notice them all texting one another. They must have gotten yelled at one too many
times for talking, or they wouldn’t have gone to such measures. Everyone else that doesn’t exactly fit in a
stereotypical roll is in a stage of being half awake. Monday mornings are the hardest for everyone
I guess.
I am finally able to slow
down my breathing by the time the first bell goes off. I start to gather my
things when I hear a gasp coming from the front of the room.
“There is no way that’s
possible.” Amy Andrews exclaims, “What could he be thinking asking her?” She is
obviously continuing the conversation that was previously being held via cell
phone.
“I know right? He is obvi
being delusional.” replies Stacy Green.
They glance towards the
back of the room where I am standing and proceed to give me the death glare
usually reserved for teachers and when some girl steals your boyfriend. They must have noticed me eavesdropping on
them. I go back to focusing on cleaning
up my desk, I don’t really want to know what they were talking about anyway.
Angel however, is a completely different story.
“I wonder what they could
possibly be talking about.” She says with a sideward glance at me. The way she says it makes me feel uneasy. As
if she knows I am keeping a secret from her, except I have no idea what she
thinks I’m hiding.
“I really couldn’t care
less.” I say, ignoring Angel’s attempt at baiting me.
“Uh-huh,” she says under
her breath, I can tell she doesn’t believe me. “Maybe it has something to do
with Ty Browning, that’s who they are always freaking out about anyway.”
Ty Browning was pretty
much the coolest, most attractive guy in school. He was the typical king of high school. He played an instrument, was the quarter back
on the football team and was student body president. A normal person wouldn’t have time for all of
that, but Ty Browning was more than normal, he was perfect. Every girl in the school had a crush on him
at one point, most times it never went away. Unfortunately, I had also been
caught in the web.
“Since that is normally
the crutch of their conversations and I can say that that is a fairly good
bet.” I keep walking, ignoring Angel’s pointed stares in my direction. We turn into our math class and find our
seats. I’m hoping that whatever is on Angel’s mind will be blown away by the
torture that is Trigonometry but my hopes are quickly crushed.
“Oh come on, you have to
give me something! I’m your best friend!” She adds a slight whine to her voice
because she knows I cannot stand whining.
“I really have no idea
what you are talking about.” I say as I sit in the desk. I just want her to get
it over with but if I ask her outright, she will shut down and get
defensive. She would probably say
something like ‘Fine, if you won’t tell me your secret, I won’t tell you what
is on my mind.’ Which would be completely ridiculous because then I really have
no clue as to what she wants from me.
“Yeah right, there’s no
way you haven’t heard about it.” I can
tell she is getting obstinate, so for now my best course of action is to remain
silent. I guess after ten years of being best friends with someone you know how
to manipulate them really well. Angel
probably would have been in the popular crowd if it wasn’t for her friendship
with me. I blink my eyes at her and wait patiently. We are supposed to be doing a warm-up thing,
but I can talk and do it at the same time because it is ridiculously easy.
“The rumor…?” still
trying to bait me. I blink more at her. “About Ty…and prom… come on!” she
exasperates, looking exhausted at my ignorance, “There is a rumor going around
that Ty is going to ask YOU to the prom.”
Most of the time I feel
like I am too mature to still be a high school student. I don’t do what normal teenagers do. I actually listen to the teacher while they
are talking, I do my homework, go to bed before 10:00 p.m., stay home on the
weekend and not go to some ridiculous party, half the time I talk in bigger
words because of all the old English books I read. But as soon as Angel told me about that
rumor, I became an average teenage girl.
The butterflies started in the bottom of my stomach and I blushed
uncontrollably.
“There’s no way.” I say
under my breath, I am too stunned to respond in proper English, “Shut up, there
is no freaking way that is possible. Why would he want to ask me when he can
have any pick of the girls in the school?” I subconsciously started to whisper,
as if we really were talking about some secret, and not just an improbable
rumor.
“He likes you, duh. Haven’t you noticed?” I shake my head, still
bewildered that I was the topic of such a juicy rumor. “You really are
oblivious sometimes. Whenever you two are in the same room he
glances in your direction. It’s the
worst in orchestra because every time he tries to steal a glance he messes up,
you think the first chair would be better at focusing. He has turned down six offers of a date in
two weeks! Everything is pointing to him
asking you to the prom.” Angel’s face is a mixture of frustration at my being
incapable of keeping up on the gossip pool like her, and admiration for
apparently gaining the favor of the cutest boy in school.
Mr. Anders calls the
class’s attention and Angel is forced to turn away from me. I sit in stunned silence. Can it be possible? Can the hot shot of our school really be
interested in a geek like me? How on
Earth did that happen? My head swims in a chaos of these types of questions and
math mixed in there as I frantically try to focus on math.
The rest of the school
day goes by in a blur. My mind turns
into that of a goldfish, only having three minutes of memory before everything
goes back to Angel’s voice telling me that Ty Browning likes me. Next thing I know I am walking down the road
with Angel as we head home. She lives a
few blocks farther from school than I do, so we always walk home together.
“It was really weird that
I didn’t see John today.” She mumbles as she plays with the strings on her
backpack. John is my best friend since
before we were born. His mom and mine
were college roommates and made sure to stay near each other. He is also Angel’s boyfriend for about a
month now. Nothing is more awkward than
your two best friends making goo-goo eyes at each other over the lunch table.
“Maybe he was just not
feeling well.” I say, starting to come back to reality.
“He should have texted me
then.” She states as she pulls out her phone, “It’s really weird that he hasn’t
even tried to talk to me today.”
“I’m sure it’s nothing.”
I console her, “He may have just been sleeping all day.”
“I hope you’re
right. Hey! Do you want to go see him
later?” She asks, perking up, “We haven’t had a good game night together for a
while and it would probably cheer him up if he is sick.”
“I would, but I
can’t. My brother and his family are
coming for a visit tonight and I really need to practice for my recital.” I
reply.
“No normal sixteen year
old plays the harp.” She sighs. She has been trying to convince me to quit
since I started, but I am too stubborn for her ways.
“Good thing I’m not
normal then.” I say turning off the sidewalk to face my house. The walk is a lot shorter when you spent half
of it daydreaming. “I’ll see you tomorrow okay? Say hi to John for me.”
“See ya.” She grumps, she
most have really missed John today.
I walk up to my front
door and brace for the blinding light.
Whoever thought doors should be white never thought about afternoon
sunlight. As I walk through the doorway,
I get attacked what looked like a blur of gold. I fall to the ground and feel
my face start to be wet.
“Rocky, get off of me
boy.” My golden retriever steps on my stomach to get over me as I wipe his
slobber off my face. “What are you doing Rocky?” I ask. He softly barks and me and then runs for the
back door. I must have forgotten to put him outside when I left this morning. Curse you tardiness, you have to ruin my dog’s
life too.
“Sorry buddy.” I say as I
follow the bouncing fur ball to the back of the house. When I open the door he takes off like a NASCAR
racer towards his “special spot”. I
leave the screen door cracked open a bit so he can come back in when he wants. He knows how to open it more if he needs to.
I bound up the stairs
towards my room, ready for some serious practicing time. When I practice music, the world disappears
around me and I really don’t notice time passing. It is one of the best parts of my day. If I haven’t said it already, I’m a huge
geek.
“Wow, you’re starting to
sound good Care Bear.” My dad says as he opens my bedroom door a crack. His bald head is slightly red from working in
the fields today, and I can tell he hasn’t showered yet because there is dirt
all over his hands. My dad works on a
farm in Jefferson County, which isn’t too far away, but he still has to
commute. “You’re gonna do great at that concert.”
“It’s a recital dad.”
“Concert, recital, same
thing really. Hey, can you do me a
favor?” He pleading asks.
“Um, that really depends
on what it is.” I reply. With him you
can never know what he is going to ask you, it can range from hold out your
hand to re-shingle the roof.
“Calm down, I just need
you to get out the food for tonight’s dinner. I already have the grill warming
up, I just need the steaks taken out there while I clean up a bit.” He says.
“I am cleaner than you
are at the moment.” I say as I stand up and put my sheet music away.
“Thank you.” He says
turning away from me and walking towards the bathroom.
I head downstairs and
start getting dinner together when my mom walks in through the garage door. My
mom is an accountant at an important firm, or so my dad says, and she is really
what has kept this family afloat. Don’t
get me wrong, I love farmers and farming, but it is really undervalued in
today’s society.
“Hey sweetheart, how was
your day?” It really is a mom’s job to make meaningful conversation with her
children at all times.
“Fine, yours?” I haven’t looked
at her, but I can feel her plant a kiss on the back of my head.
“Long.” She sighs, “I
can’t wait for Peter to bring me my grandkids.”
I’m the youngest of four and the only one that still needs to live at
home. Peter is the oldest and the only
thing we really share is a love for his kids.
He has some really cute kids.
I help my dad get dinner
ready as my mom tidies the already spotless house until Peter comes. Then the night is filled with laughter and
steak. The best of combinations really. We sit around the table talking as my nieces
and nephew play with toys in the living room. Mom and Peter are discussing
finance and my sister-in-law and father are pretending they know what they are
talking about. I sit in silence.
Honestly, the kids are having more fun than me at this point, but it
would be rude to get up without a reason.
Then my salvation rings the doorbell.
“I’ll get it,” I quickly
say, pushing away from the table.
I open the door expecting
to see a late salesman, but instead find Angel.
Her face is red and puffy and she won’t look me in the eye. I can tell she has been crying, so my
overprotective friend mode kicks in.
“What’s wrong?” I ask,
moving in to put my arm around her shoulders and drag her into the entryway.
“He’s gone.” She
sobs. It is really hard to get good
information out of emotional teenagers.
“Who’s gone?” I ask. I
hope John didn’t break up with her because then I would have to break his
legs. I have it in writing and
everything.
“John!” She wails, “I
went to his house to see him and his parents said he didn’t come home last
night. They haven’t seen him all day.
When I told them he wasn’t at school they called the police and I had to give a
statement. He’s been kidnapped or
something!” Her wails are getting louder, and my mom came into view.
“Why don’t we move down
to the family room.” She says and walks over to put her arm around me. It’s then that I realize I have frozen.
My best friend is
missing. The cops are looking for
him. What am I going to do?
